Saturday, July 28, 2007

FriendZ....

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend...
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it...
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop...
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world...
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it!!

"Excuse me...Hello..can we"!!

He studied her as if she was a work of art. No words to explain her beauty. There was complete pin drop silence for a moment.
“Do you have any girlfriend?” she asked him suddenly but his mind seems to be pre-occupied in his own thoughts.
"Raj" she hushed a bit loudly second time. This brought him back to the reality."Huh?" he reacted, as he regained his composure.
She just smiled at him and said, "You must be thinking of something."
“No…Nothing, what you ask?” Raj said looking into her eyes again. He just loved to do that.
“Do you have any girlfriend?” she repeated her question.
“No…no girlfriend,” he answered with a smile. He hadn’t smile so much in single day ever before.
“Your…boyfriend?” this time Raj put the ball in her court, albeit with some nervousness. In a way, he was too enjoying every bit of tension. “What you think?” she teased him.
“How I know?” Raj blushed visibly.
She did not answer at once. Her dark hair spilled out on the sides of her face. She paused for a moment and sighed. Fiddling with her little finger ring, she looked at the ceiling and tugged the hair into a tiny ponytail. And then the response came.
“Well…I don’t believe in this ‘boyfriend-girlfriend’ thing, so I don’t require one,” she explained her reason with the answer.
“Hmmm…common excuse,” he shrugged his shoulders with a leg-pulling smirk on face.
She laughed loudly throwing her head back to the pillows. She pulled the quilt closer to her body. In between, light drizzling began. Within few moments, raindrops got heavier. Both could hear the music of raindrops falling outside. “I just love rain, feeling like dancing right here, right now,” she giggled with a note of happiness he could hear in her voice, “I can sense the music of rain, drops falling on leaves, beautiful clouds in sky,” she continued spreading her arms with closed eyes.
“Do you like rain?” she asked again, probably reminding herself that there is another person too was sitting in the room.
“Yes...Me too,” he replied.
“Let’s play a game,” the next moment she came down from the bed and sat on his mat. For Raj, it was totally unexpected move from her. “You’re joking, right?” he blinked his long lashes.
“Of course not,” she was enjoying his stunned face ex-pressions.
“Not this time,” he ineffectively negated the idea.
“Playing a game in the mid of night in a cold January night, isn’t it cool?” she resisted.“What game?” he asked.
“Let’s focus into each-other’s eyes and see who blinks first?” she said enthusiastically.
“Okay,” he readily agreed. How could he loose the chance of looking in those beautiful emerald eyes! They were full of innocence and depth. His heart missed a beat when she came closer.
Both sat face-to-face first time. Raj didn’t know exactly what ex-pression he should have on his face: joy, surprise, innocence, love….????????
Eyes met…with butterflies in stomach…. he just tried to hide his feeling.
Her eyes were so deep, like a blue ocean. Dreams were coming true one by one.
Raj couldn’t have asked for more. There is only a limit to which one can resist the ultimate pleasure.
She was smiling sweetly and amazingly focused at the same time. Her smile had the power to make him fall in love, not only with her, but with life too. He wanted this to go on forever. If possible, he’d love to gather all the moments in his hands forever.
Moments then passed away in silent contemplations. Raj couldn’t sustain the focus and blinked his eyes.
“I won…I won…I won,” she stood up and began celebrating her small insignificant win making funny faces towards him. It was her turn to blink now. The deep sound was weaving its spell around him.
Raj saw the real happiness first time, the strong effect of pure bliss in simple and small things.
“Switch off the light, its too late,” she said with sudden seriousness on her face and moved back to her bed. He follwoed her words.
Lights were switched off and darkness was singing its own sound of silence.
Raj buried his head in the pillow and tried to make some meaning out of this song of silence.
As the golden rays of sun kissed the first part of the earth in the morning, the street was abuzz with ambulance and police sirens. Policemen in their neat khaki dresses thronged the first floor balcony of the house no. 21/A1, Kamla Park, Pune, while a larger crowd stood down braving the drop in temperature. The crowd’s whispers were no different: “When did it happen?” “Who did it?” “Who was the guy?” “What he used to do?” “Jamana bhut kharab hai!”
The mutilated body (or, say parts) of the guy was lay in the ambulance by the hospital ward-boys on a stretcher covered under a pure white cloth.
With deep wounds on the back and ribs, face had been battered beyond recognition. It seemed that the eyes had been gouged out after he died of nonstop brutal attacks on his body.
“Ye pichle ek maheene me saatnwa dil hila dene wala murder hai, or Police poori tarah se apradhi ko pakadne me nakamyab rahi hai...laash itni buri tarah se bigad di agyee hai ki post-mortem ki bhi jaroorat nahi padne wali, Police aakhir kab tak soti rahegi…kab tak masoom logon ki jaane ek bimar dimag wale serial killer ke hatthon jati rahengi…Police department ko iska jawab dena hi padega,”
(It is the seventh shocking brutal murder in past one month, and police is totally failed in bringing the culprits to book, murders are happening with such brutality that it even doesn’t require any postmortem anymore, how long police would continue to be ineffective, how many more innocent lives would be lost because of a sick-minded serial killer on prowl, Police department have to answer this!)
Mrinal Kapoor, Daily News, Aaj Tak,Pune

Two beautiful (?) prying eyes, standing alone in a street corner behind the crowd were watching the entire thing. The eyes were shining with fingers clinched into each-others snugly. Eyes were smiling more than the lips.
…………..
Today night…
The clock struck 11:30 pm. A guy is standing near the JM Road, waiting for the bus. Suddenly he hears a sugary voice.
“Excuse me…Helloooo...can we...,” she called him with a juicy smile on her lips.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Goals...


In life everybody wants to achieve something for that everybody sets goals. I think that's definitely a good topic to talk about.

You have a great routine (exercising, working, partying!!) and life as usual changes on you. This isn’t a bad thing, it just is. It’s a natural part of life and something that should be looked towards as opposed to resisted. The problem comes into play if you have a goal you’re trying to reach and the change interrupts it. This is where the idea of getting back on track comes into play. Personally, you have to reevaluate whatever goal it is you have and decide if it’s something you still want to do, or if it’s a priority in your life.
I’ve noticed when changes come in life that interrupts your flow, it’s usually for a reason. It’s either a test, to see how much you want something or a sign, pushing you to something better. That’s why re-evaluating your goals is so important. You may realize that the purpose you use to have may be outdated to who you are now. It may also need tweaking for your current needs.I learned to make list of most wanted things in my life, it’s an excellent tool to keep myself on track and constantly focused on my goals and desires.
It’s really simple and works like this: On a sheet of paper, you write down a list of the 10 things you want most in your life right now. It’s usually best to start with smaller goals or steps in the direction of a bigger goal you have; that way you can see the immediate progress you’re making. Look at this list at least once a day, and visualize yourself as having each one of these goals and your life with them.
If you notice you don’t really have a passion for one of them anymore, it’s ok, just remove it and put another on there. It’s all about honestly asking yourself what you want in your life right now.The awesome thing about this list is as you start using it more and more, your goals will start coming faster and faster. You’ll align your life to reach the goals you set for yourself. For instance, one of my goal last year was to reduce 15Kg’s of weight. I wrote it down and kept visualizing it everyday. Naturally, motivation came to me to workout everyday and eat right.. For anybody who knows me, this is huge, Now I am fit and fine!!
As long as you refer back to and update this list, your actions will be geared toward satisfying your goals and your life will follow suit. Then when the inevitable changes occur, the problem becomes overcoming the obstacle as opposed to ending your desire.

In life, as in football, you won't go far unless you know where the goalposts are!!

Friday, July 20, 2007

Rainbow....



God when I look at the Rainbow you have placed in sky so blue, it reminds me that all your promises are true...

Your Rainbow reminds me that those who believe on you are few, yet you have called us your little Ewe...

God when I look at the Rainbow I see it's hue, it reminds me that your love for us true...

Your Rainbow in sky so blue, reminds me to keep praying through...


God when I look at your Rainbow and see how it's colors are bright, it reminds me to do what is right...


Your Rainbow I have never seen at night, this reminds me to stay in the light...


God when I look at your Rainbow it reminds me of your grief because of our unbelief...


Your Rainbow have no pot of gold, but your wonderful story of love it has told...

Your Rainbow to me is a sign of your love it represents your Son's life Blood...

Live Life to the Fullest…



Get up in morning with smiles and tears…Celebrating the survival instinct insideSuffering haunts consciousness hears…Enduring the pains and gains living beside


Day passes in hustle and bustle for moon…Bright night’s immortal stars unfoldRunning race against nearing death soon…Unnumbered days left with stories untold


Ordinary life, ordinary dreams, ordinary hopes… Fate laughs with odd twists loudlyHeartless mind goes with passion Thro actions…Desires in thoughts seizing soul totally


Challenges thrown without any sympathy…Facing life with complete empathySpirited heart endures absolute pains…Goodness inside wins amid brutal apathy


I am ready to face world in eyes…Embracing the mystery of next moment to surviveLove life, possess courage, enjoy light…Overcome the obstacles by learning to live


Passion for life…Gusto for rise…Heartens Me to live life to the fullest….!


Thursday, July 19, 2007

Love has no boundaries...

While surfing on the net found one intresting article....!! Its amazing....

Heart Speaks or Soul Talk

Do words mean so much or does life mean so much?
I feel so comfortable when I feel love around me. No matter whether it is an article I read about love, or a movie, or any drama, anything and everything about love affects me deeply. But I have to accept one thing one powerful vision that drags me in to the soul and makes me listen to all my soul conversations is the media, especially some lovable movies that are classically made. I wonder sometimes how powerful these feelings are. They just eat me in when I think about them.
You may wonder what I have been leading to. I am talking about the beautiful feeling that happens inside me when I watch some beautifully made movies. And how they affect my thoughts and drag me towards my own thoughts. When I say the word "love" it is not restricted to just one feeling that exists between a man and a woman. It is inside every form of object. It needs to be perceived in a proper way else it vanishes unrecognizably or else is misinterpreted badly. It’s like oxygen, which is all around us but which can never be noticed only be inhaled.
When I think about some person whom I wanted to be with always or at least wanted to spend little time talking to them I feel touched and moved, emotionally blocked sometimes. But if they are not there or they are busy in some other job and refuses to meet me I feel shattered. I feel very angry and hurt about that situation. Irrelevant questions about what or who is more important to them begins to crowd my mind. I cannot concentrate on all my other jobs. Well, all of them become so unimportant all of a sudden, whatever their earlier priority in my life may have been.
If a friend with whom you have lost touch remembers your birthday and sends a card that is engraved with emotional words, the moment when you read it a great joy pumps in and you feel the whole world is revolving around you. Every time you think about that person you seem to see them as your most favorite person. And all of the sudden you feel like you are being noticed by every one. Every instance that happens around you looks as though its been made for you specially. The breeze that flows on your face, the little street dog that wags its tail when it notices u, a butterfly suddenly tapping your shoulder, every single incident no matter how silly and normal they are, appear to be laden with great importance to you. Your face is filled with great joy and a beautiful smile the whole day. That day would have a great importance in your life. Perhaps a memorable day that you would always recollect with fond memories and a smile. All because someone sent you a birthday card. Sounds simple right?? Yet so full of meaning affecting your life not just one day but for on and on.
What is that great ingredient that made one day of your life so important? Its simply nothing but the feeling that tells you that you are being liked by some person you never thought of. The feeling that helped you realize that you r being cared by some one unexpected. That simple greeting with most powerful words on earth would be preserved by you more carefully than a diamond. Life seem to be so meaningful.
Sometimes a few minute commercial song means so much when you hum it. You feel that happiness and completeness in you when you sing it. If you look behind the reason for it, you find that there is some beauty you liked hidden behind those commercial song's lyrics. It would probably reveal that passion in you that you never realized. Love is around you in every single form that you can never predict. Some of us have the habit of preserving silly things like chocolate wrappers, feather, bottle caps, a thread from your favorite dress etc. If some one accidentally throws them you really get wild. Can you explain the reason if some one asks for it? Well definitely not! Its that soothing feeling that is with you whenever you are with those lifeless objects that make your life more lively.
Some say that these are meaningless things. I can declare one thing about such people. They are all people who successfully found the meaning of their life and failed to experience the meaningless joy around them every fraction of second. Love is definitely a whole packet of energy that makes you climb the sky. It makes all your seconds more valuable. Love always exists between every one you mingle with. It has no boundary, enemy or friend. You would also discover some good thing in your enemy, there is always a good thing hiding inside every heart. And whenever a living thing comes in contact with this good thought it blossoms into love. No matter how much you hide them from others; you cannot hide this truth from yourself.
Though you have this love and affection for others it is always ‘the time’ that explains it and makes it more meaningful. So do find the right time to make others understand your affection. Never feel too bad to wish your friend ‘belated wishes’ no matter how late it is. It is not always too late to tell some one that you care about them a lot. This ‘belated wishes’ would then turn to be the best birthday present your friend ever received for birthday. The thought of love and care for some one is considered ‘valuable’ only if that is understood by the person whom you like. "It is utter stupidity to sacrifice your life and your affection for someone who never ever bothers about you and your feelings. Instead of wasting your time to make them understand your care for them, try to understand the trust and faith others have on you." This sentence is especially for those teenagers who waste their life on unrequited love totally unbothered about the faith and trust their parents have on their future!
If you want to make your life more valuable and fun-filled then don’t be calculative in each and every single conversation you have with others. Do not always expect things from others and if at all you expect something from others and it fails then try to learn something about the situation. Don’t try to blame someone for it and don’t change your attitude about that person you have all the sudden. There is some good, lovable quality in every worst thing you consider. Love is a secret password inside you if you can hack it and try to use it in every global system ( every living things in world) then you can have all the secret password of every other system. You can make any place a peaceful world where god and goodness join their hands, sharing the life’s secrecy with all !A Tamil saying in Tanglish : " Anbirku unndo adaikum thazl …" – " Love has no boundaries…."